Beau Lamarre-Condon said he was trying to āget back into a positive mindsetā in voice notes he sent in the days after he allegedly killed two men in a Sydney terrace.The recordings were sent to a man he had met on a dating app and played to the jury in his double murder trial on Tuesday.Lamarre-Condon, 31, is accused of fatally shooting couple Jesse Baird and Luke Davies with his police service weapon in Bairdās Paddington home on 19 February 2024.He has pleaded not guilty to two counts of murder and one charge of aggravated break and enter.A man, who had matched with Lamarre-Condon on a dating app in early 2024, had his statement read to a NSW supreme court jury on Tuesday.He explained the pair began casually dating but were not in formal relationship.On the night of Baird and Daviesā alleged murders, Lamarre-Condon texted the man asking: āHow was your Monday?āThe man responded the next morning, on 20 February 2024, and Lamarre-Condon replied hours later with a voice note, which was played to the New South Wales supreme court jury on Tuesday.āHey, Iām sorry Iāve been a bit MIA, Iāve literally been very sick and then Iāve got this operation tomorrow so thatās not fun,ā Lamarre-Condon said in the recording.āIām trying to get back into a positive mindset. Iāve not been to the gym, I have no intentions of going to the gym this week.āLamarre-Condon explained he was supposed to attend a boat party that weekend but was going to cancel because āmy body is not looking the best right nowā, the jury heard.The other man had tried to arrange plans with the officer, but Lamarre-Condon, in his voice note, said he had the Taylor Swift concert on that night and plans earlier that day depended on the result of his surgery.āDonāt take it personal, I literally havenāt replied to any of my friends,ā Lamarre-Condon said in the recording. āIām in bed at the moment, just literally not feeling the best.āIn another voice note, sent straight afterwards, Lamarre-Condon said: āIām sorry, I donāt want to sound like Iām moaning and whinging, Iām actually a pretty positive person.āskip past newsletter promotionafter newsletter promotionLater that night, the man noticed the officer had removed his Instagram and asked why.
Lamarre-Condon responded in another voice note about midnight on 21 February 2024.āDonāt worry, I didnāt block you or anything like that,ā he said in the recording, played in court.āIāve just shut down all my social media, I just need a break mentally ⦠you donāt notice how addictive it is until youāre on it every second.āThe jury has previously seen CCTV footage of Lamarre-Condon attending St Vincentās hospital and heard from a surgeon that he had undergone a minor surgery on 21 February 2024.That morning, the officer sent the man he had been seeing a photo from his hospital bed with the message: āIām just looking forward to sleeping.āHis defence team has claimed Baird and Davies were accidentally shot in two separate struggles with the accused while he acted in āself-defenceā.Lamarre-Condon cleaned up the scene and disposed of the bodies afterwards because he āpanicked considerablyā, the defence lawyer John Stratton SC has said.The trial before Justice Natalie Adams continues.

